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  • Mar. 10th, 2007 at 9:32 PM
ducks!
why is it that I always end up liking the people who don't seem to give two shits about me?!

why is it that I'm always the one who can't find a date to anything, can't find a guy just to hook up with and see where it goes, can't seem to find a guy that would even want to hook up with her?

I thought I had finally found someone who I could POSSIBLY have SOMETHING with for once, but I don't even know anymore. he doesn't talk to me unless we're sitting there in person with very few people there with us.

I just don't understand. I'm tired of this crap. why does this always happen to me?! why can't I just get a guy for ONCE?! JUST ONCE?! is that too much to ask?!

I REALLY want to go to prom with him. I don't want to go with a stranger, I don't want to go with just a friend...I want to go with him. prom would just mean so much more. like, I know that I would have fun. and, I can't see myself going with anyone else to be completely honest.

I just......I don't know yet if I want to ask him. I was hoping he'd ask me, but I don't think that's going to happen. really wish it would, but I highly doubt it. I know I'll end up asking him, because he's the only person that would make sense for me to go with.

I tried on prom dresses in macy's last night, and I found a modern-day belle dress. its sooo cute, and I'm seriously thinking of getting it. I want prom to be like a fairytale, and there's only one person I want as my prince.

SATs are finally done, THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's probably the only thing good about this weekend so far.
well, that and my parents got me tickets to THE FRAY!! =D

Comments

neatthings wrote:
Mar. 11th, 2007 06:02 pm (UTC)
who's your mannn?
whatshernamexo2 wrote:
Mar. 16th, 2007 08:37 pm (UTC)
he's a jerk, i really hope he comes around, cause i WANT YOU TO GO TO PROM, WITHOUT YOU THERE, WHO WILL I HAVE TO BE MY DANCE BUDDY????!!!
nicolex21 wrote:
Mar. 17th, 2007 02:22 am (UTC)
i want to go, too, veronica!!!!!!!

maybe i should start thinking of people i should ask to prom. i just need a date. ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whatshernamexo2 wrote:
Mar. 17th, 2007 03:36 am (UTC)
yes you do!!!!! gateway sucks with men, seriously.

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