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  • Aug. 26th, 2007 at 3:43 PM
burger and cow
For those of you who don't know, I unfortunately got a job at Modell's. The people there are really cool, I mean I like most of them, but I just can't take the hours. I got thrown in to one of their busiest times of the year, back to school, and I have 32 hours this week. That's a lot to just jump right into. Plus, I still don't know a whole lot about the store and what we have, so I find myself having to ask other people to help me help someone. Not only that, but I don't see Jimmy at all anymore, and it sucks because he's really the only person I want to see. Our hours for work just don't work out with each other. I would work the same time he did if I could, but I just can't with field hockey. I hate my job, and I can't wait to quit. I'm going to in like a month, since I know I'm not going to be able to handle it if I'm crying now about not having a life. Plus the fact that Jimmy refuses to visit me because I didn't really talk to him when he came in the first day I was there, which should be understandable but apparently its not. I just can't work like this my senior year. I should be having fun this year. Work should not be my number one priority because I won't let it become my number one priority. I have too many other things I want to do this year that work comes second to.

Jimmy and me are doing okay. This whole me getting a job thing has really shaken things up because we're both really afraid we're never going to see each other. I don't want that. I want us to see each other as much as possible. I want to watch Eagles games with him every time they're on. I want to be with him soo much this year because the last thing I want to do is lose him. He means wayy too much to me.

I really don't know what to do. I need money, so I should be looking to keep this job, but Jimmy is really one of the main reasons I want to quit soo bad. Not seeing him puts me in such a bad mood. I can't go a week without seeing him, that would just be soo hard to do. He is my life, work isn't. But, I think that I might need to change that considering I need a job so bad. I need a car, I NEED to go on senior trip. There's stuff I want that I won't be able to have if I do quit this job. I really don't know what to do, someone's gotta help me!!!!!

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whatshernamexo2 wrote:
Aug. 30th, 2007 05:31 am (UTC)
it's your first week, they're testing you out, so don't worry so much. you and jimmy will get through and find time to get together, it's really not that big. You need the money.

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